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Long day was long,

but successful. Like mom said, I have to take it one day at a time. I don’t know how, but not only might I get through this, but I’m almost there.

Thank you so so much to everyone who has given me advice, helped me directly, knocked some sense into me, talked me through things, listened to me, dealt with me, knocked MORE sense into me, and just stuck around and been a friend. I needed you guys, and I know I probably got pretty unbearable, but I’m here. I wouldn’t have gotten here without your help, love, and support. I cannot begin to express my appreciation. I look up to those of you who helped me.

Each one of you helped me in a different way. Some listened and just let me cry, which I needed. Some sat me down and explained things to me to help me get it into perspective, which I needed. Some had to see me in my more unpleasant and uncalled for states, knew I am better than that, and basically told me(kindly) to suck it up, which I needed. I learned a lot, I’ve grown even more, and I’ve learned what true kindness and friendship looks like. I cannot say it enough.

Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!

I love you all dearly. <3

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“Take me away to January. I’m done with this year, I’m tired of everyone here. I just need some time alone before I’m ready to come back home. There’s gotta be something else out there for me. I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream. There’s more than this Midwestern town. I can’t let this place keep me down.”

(via devilgodabraxas)

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I still feel completely and utterly horrid. I can’t even comprehend the amount of shit that happened yesterday. I don’t know how I got through the it, because I still just want to crawl into a hole and sob.